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hoboagogo: (Like you've got nothing to say)

[personal profile] hoboagogo 2019-09-30 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
Whisking? [He gives a dismissive snort at that, head shaking.] I was just gonna stay at you're window. You're the one who wanted to make this a late-night field trip to someone's yard.

[But really, it wasn't a bad call. It put that much more perceived distance between them and reality, for one. And then there wasn't the chance of bothering and keeping up Fie's housemates, for another. Especially the bird-guy, who Shinjiro hadn't talked to since their scrap in the streets and didn't intend to go out of his way to.

But regardless of his token dismissive protesting, he lets her take the jacket without problem. Sure, he does get cold easily-- but it's nothing he can't handle for a short while.

He moves a hand flat out onto the ground behind him, leaning back into it as she speaks. And again, this is something he hadn't really considered. That this could be incremental. Small. It's so much different than his growling snarling argument with Makoto about people deserving to know his past, about the necessity of truth. It's different from the idea that things were either everything or they were nothing, or that there was nothing in between wanting to be dead again or embracing life fully.

And so, feeling slightly more settles about being unsettled (if that made any sense at all,) his lips curl up in something almost like a smile.]


Hard pass on that one. Like I'd ever wanna get up that early. [It's a dry tease, though, and he shifts to be leaning back on his elbows instead, following Fie's gaze up at the sky above. Despite the size of Aefenglom, all the magitech lights, there's still such a clean view of them on the occasional cloudless night.]

...Back home, in the city, I'd never be able to see more than a couple real bright ones. And half the time, they turned out to just be planes. [An amused noise, before he glances over to her.] Why, you interested in learning these ones?
hoboagogo: (Wrote the gospel on giving up)

[personal profile] hoboagogo 2019-10-02 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
[He rolls his eyes, but doesn't keep arguing. Just because he didn't object doesn't mean that he stole her away into the night or anything. But this if Fie, a master of deflecting blame when it suits her, so it's really not worth given even token protests. Besides, she's right about the second part. He didn't want to wake up her housemates, or have them overhear and suddenly get concerned or-- anything else. It's not their business, or their concern.

He tilts his head as she moves closer to their can share the blanket- Half over her, half over his legs. And finally he'll join her in laying back completely, arms folding up under his head as he stares up at the sky as well.]


Guess it makes sense. if it's the only constant thing you've got, you'll keep looking back to it.

[A pause, and-- this really is the time to let her share as well, isn't it? She'd accepted the burden of his uncertainty and turmoil, listened and talked. So he could do the same for her in response. Even if it was something she was settled and comfortable with, she had brought it up, and he had no reason to deny her that.]

Sure. What was so important for you? You mentioned it was kinda heavy.
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hoboagogo: (What I could not do I faked)

[personal profile] hoboagogo 2019-10-03 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
[As she talks, he keeps his silence, listening carefully to it. And like she had warned before, it's a lot. Not quite as heavy and dark as he'd been assuming it would be... But still clearly meaningful for her. Someone she saw as a father lost, and lacking the answers. And while he can't quite relate to that personally (He's never had any desire to know about his own birth parents, after all--) the questioning and looking for a reason why is something anyone can understand.

He turns slightly as she shifts up, closer and more level with him, as opposed to being as far down as their height differences usually leave her, and keeps watching her expression as she speaks. As usual, it's controlled and even. And if he didn't have the bond with her, maybe he'd be stumped by her blank slate facade.

Even with the bond, she's a tough read. But there's certainly something. Or else this wouldn't be so important to her.]


And what do you think about it. Bringing the guy back somehow, if it were possible.

[Clearly she wants to know the reasons and why they left, why they didn't so much as offer for her to rejoin. She'd already said as much. But this is surely a far more complicated situation than that.]

...And if they did, would you wanna go back to 'em?
hoboagogo: (Know I could be more clever)

[personal profile] hoboagogo 2019-10-03 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
[He nods at her reasoning. Because really... he can respect that. Not clinging to the past so much that it controls you. Acknowledging it, but also its place. Its something that, try as he might, he was never as good at as he thought-- something he's only begun to realize with death and distance between himself and his life before arriving here.

Fie must have been young, then. When they disbanded, when she went her own way. She was close to his own age, right? And all this happened three years prior... He can't say he blames them for seeing a better opportunity for her, with her age and her skills, and going for it.]


Might have been the only way they could see. But figuring it out's one thing, hearing it straight from them is another.

[He doesn't pry too much at the idea of bringing back her father figure. It's a topic he's clearly biased in, and one that may not even be real or possible for them back home. So he'll give space for her to figure it out in her own time. Of course, his first question would be 'would the boss even want that?' but it's something for everyone to figure out on their own.

The smile is something almost reassuring, though-- and awkwardly, tentatively, his own lips quirk up for a few short moments as though to mirror it.]


Dunno why you're thanking me. I'm the one keeping you up way too late.

[But it's just a bit of self depreciating humor, and after that moment passes, he turns his gaze back upwards, towards that massive void and the twin moons. It's not any weirder than anything else, really- the old timey cobblestone streets and the stone houses, all the weirdness. But it's definitely one of the most prominent, the one that cements that they're truly in another world completely, rather than anything based off earth.

At her last question, he pauses, considering for a moment. He did feel a bit better, even though he knows nothing has been resolved. He's still unsure what to do with this strange second life. Not sure he even deserves it. Not sure what it means or if he even did the right things back home. Or if he even wants it. But it feels less consuming, now. Less oppressive and devouring deep in his chest, now that he's tried to put the words out and had someone patiently listen.]


Yeah. I think. I mean, I still haven't got any of it settled. But I'm feeling like that's... okay, I guess. Like there's time to figure it out. No matter what I feel about it, I ain't gonna be kicking it again anytime soon, I think.

[Hell, without the suppressants, he's even been feeling physically better since arriving. Which is wild.]

I've butt heads a few times with Makoto about whether or not shit from back home is worth even bringing up or whatever. And it always felt like it's either all or nothing. So I guess it's good to know that the people I like here don't care about that kinda thing.
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hoboagogo: (Feel like you are breaking down)

[personal profile] hoboagogo 2019-10-03 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
I dunno, you might not say that if you knew me when I was alive. I was pretty miserable to be around the last few years.

[He'll return it in kind. Because his death is a simple fact, and tiptoeing around it isn't doing anyone any favours. He doesn't need to be treated like he's delicate or traumatized or or like it's something taboo to mention. He died back home, and somehow is alive here, and that's all they have to know. To be honest, it's more comfortable to be able to say it and joke about it without anyone getting depressed or affirming that they'd find a way to get him home or some other stupid nonsense.

As the conversation takes a moment to dip towards something more real, he nods.]


...Yeah. I'll remember that. And try not to freak again like I did last time. [Maybe freak was too strong of a word for his reaction, but he'd sure had a moment of near-panic and not knowing what to do, having that sudden mental clash of opposing worldviews. And he's sure they would even accept a vague explanation. Something as simple as 'I'm terrified of going feral here, because something like that's already happened to me before, and I couldn't stop it.' But even now, the words feel too heavy, too real, especially with Fie already turning up towards him to be an absolute shit.

A scowl, and he pulls his hands out from behind his head, lightly shoving her upturned shoulder, as though to knock her back onto the grass.]


Don't be stupid. If I didn't like you and Louis, I wouldn't hang out with you guys. You're not that pushy.
hoboagogo: (And start to feel again)

[personal profile] hoboagogo 2019-10-06 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[Late night heart-to-hearts are definitely more cathartic than this one will ever admit or even acknowledge. He's never been of the opinion that just talking solves anything, and right now he's already having to face enough of his own possibly-erroneous-worldviews. Layering on even more would just be asking for trouble.

He does scoff at the comment of his 'being dumb' with another exaggerated eye roll.]


Yeah, I got it. [A pause, and he'll finally concede:] Thanks.

[He tilts his head slightly at the sincere look and the easy statement-- and with that bright spark of warmth in his chest filtering through their bond, it almost feels like a confession. And so he huffs and looks back starward again, as though the void of the dark could hide the pink heat at his cheeks.]

...Yeah. [It's a bit clipped from faint embarrassment, but he's going to do his damndest to pretend it isn't, especially with her creeping closer to him to ward off the chill of the night air. He nudges her with an elbow as she draws closer, the lines of their bodies close to making contact there on the damp, dewy grass, each breeze knocking a few leaves down from above them.]

If you're cold, we could just go somewhere else, you know. I'm sure there's plenty've places open all night, what with vampires being a thing.

[or she could return home if she was tired, but that's for her to decide. He already knows he'll probably continue being awake the rest of the night, lightly falling right back into his thoughts and tearing thoughts, so... postponing that for a little longer is hardly a bad thing.]
hoboagogo: (Because my backbone is paper thin)

[personal profile] hoboagogo 2019-10-09 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
[--Right, the clothing problem. He'd... completely forgotten about that, even if that's why she now had his coat draped over most of her, with the extra fabric tucked over his own legs and lap.

He gives a soft grunt at the elbow at his ribs, and rolls his eyes.]
I ain't uncomfortable.

[Not physically, anyway. A little cold, sure, but otherwise comfortable enough laying out here on the grass. But if he's chilly, with his long sleeves and pants, he can't imagine what Fie might be feeling. And... yeah, maybe he's trying to deny how discomforted (if not quite uncomfortable) the emotional closeness is. As little as this openness has been, it's more than he's allowed himself for a long time. Probably even more so than when he'd spoken with Ken right before his death, so deadset on resolution, trying to reject any hint of emotion.

He shakes his head at the question.]


I haven't really gone out at night much. Makoto's out all the time, but I don't really ask him about it. [And, well, the vampire bar probably isn't up Fie's alley.] It was more I didn't want you freezing to death.
hoboagogo: (Beneath these hopes)

[personal profile] hoboagogo 2019-10-11 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
[Maybe Fie can serve as an example of someone who is just... comfortable with themselves and who they are and what they feel. From the outside, it's like everything comes easily to her- which is one of the reasons Shinjiro first enjoyed hanging out with her.

But when she laughs, it sparks a small half-smile of his own, the amusement something contagious.]


Hey, I'm trying to be nice. You're like half my size, of course I'm gonna think you're cold. Especially with the way you kept that things wrapped around everyone last month.

[The tail was definitely cute, though. In general, that is. Thick and fluffy and spotted, and for some reason looking right at home on her. She seemed to be taking to her own transformation with far more grace than a lot of other monsters did- Everything sort of slotting in naturally, suiting the person she already was.

He finally sits up, legs folding to sit cross-legged, and hands resting loosely in his lap, over his own weirdly-shaped... whatever the fuck his ankles had become right above the hooves.]


I'm pretty sure you just like breaking into places. [But the huff of breath has a smile to it, and he shrugs.] But yeah, sounds good. If anyone's there, we can just act like we got confused.

[Or like they had just gotten there. After all, he definitely remembers being told to just find a place to live, having no clue which houses were taken and which weren't. Finally, he plants a hand on the grass, before shoving himself upright and offering a hand down to her. Not that Fie needs it, but... whatever.]

Alright. Let's explore an abandoned house.
hoboagogo: (They say quitters never win)

[personal profile] hoboagogo 2019-10-14 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[As usual, he's not quite sure how to deal with being thanked. And so he just... shrugs his shoulders, as usual.]

I mean.... we didn't really do much and I'm sure it ain't gonna be the only time any of us need that kinda thing. But we're a team, right?

[That's how he's more comfortable of thinking about it. Out loud, at least. Back home, he was part of a team with SEES to eradicate shadows... and here, he'd found his own team, each of them looking out for one another with everything Aefenglom would throw at them, from dumb transformations and mental states to even just filling the time.

Maybe one day he'll admit that all that is basically the definition of friendship.

Her hand is incredibly small in his, sure-- but he's not stupid enough to doubt the strength there, having seen her pull off any number of impressive feats. From leaping and jumping great distances, to stepping in and watching Shinjiro's back during the fight with Rean, to her clean, professional-quality actions down in the black market, everything Fie did spoke to a lazy sort of strength, waiting in the wings.

But the contact is lost almost as soon as it began, and he can't keep back a small, amused smirk at the way she confidently throws on his coat, despite the overly-large shoulders and the length of it on her.]


With any luck, it ain't full of spiders and rats. [He speaks off hand as he follows to the door, reaching ahead to try the knob-- which, as expected, easily turns to open the door.] ...Well, either it's empty, or someone doesn't know how to use a lock. Anyway, go on ahead.

[Is it chivalry or just letting her take the fall if necessary. Unsure.]
hoboagogo: (Ready to come alive)

[personal profile] hoboagogo 2019-10-15 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
[He stops at her comment, returning her look with as much deadpan as he can muster.]

Vulnerable my ass. Go get shoes if you're so worried about it.

[That's probably the upside in not having real feet anymore. And he would have walked right in before her if she hadn't beaten him to the punch, strutting in as though this was her own home, if only for the night. But she can likely see better in the dark than himself- his weird, rectangular pupils let him have slightly better dark vision than before, but he still has to move carefully, especially once the door is closed and shutting out the light from the moons.

It's definitely a fixer-upper, to say the least. A house that must have been abandoned earlier than most of the others in the vicinity of the haven. Maybe the last owner had died, or maybe they had moved and no one else had moved in. Who knows, and really, who cares.

The layer of dust he can feel while touching the counter is enough to tell him that no one had disturbed the space in some time.]


Yeah, I'll make sure not to fall through the floor or something stupid. You see a fireplace or anything? Might be good to have some light and heat. Some kinda iron stove'd work too, if there's still wood for it.

[Slowly, his eyes are adjusting to the blackness, though not enough to see more than edges and shapes, or the occasional gleam off a window. Still, it gives him a bit more confidence to step from the counter, hand moving instead to the wall on his left as he peers into another room.]

Shit, I guess no one felt like fixing this place.

[From garden heart to hearts to urban exploring... only this duo, tbh.]
hoboagogo: (And comfort zones kill)

[personal profile] hoboagogo 2019-10-20 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
[Her attempt to look more waifish and vulnerable only has him roll his eyes. Sorry, Fie. He's not falling for it after seeing you fight. It would be an insult to think of her as delicate after all, right? Hell, it would be like thinking of Mitsuru as needing protection, and he can't even imagine the ass-kicking he'd get for something like that.]

I'm sure I'd survive. [It's a dry, blunt comment back, just a thoughtless back-and-forth to fill in the space around them otherwise occupied by the must of abandonment and disrepair. As she jumps, he crunches through whatever debris is on the floor, letting the bits of wood skitter from where he hits it, or other parts just be crunched underhoof.

He pauses at the doorway, one hand moving up to rest at the top of the frame, as he leans over her to peer into the room. Just as she's said, there was plenty of wood splintered and broken around, including one thick beam still half-hanging from the ceiling, jutting down at a diagonal point to the main cluster of plaster powder and broken mess in the center of the room. Maybe the epicenter of something falling straight through the floor above.]


...At least the roof was still holding. Shit, we were running over that thing--

[And Fie, barefoot, is just strolling right in, just out of reach when he throws out an arm to try and catch the back of his coat and halt her. He scoffs out a breath as his fingertips brush the wool, and he takes a step in, some sort of metal nail or screw rolling away from his own clumsier-in-comparison steps]

Hey, get back here. You're gonna get magic-tetanus or some shit.
hoboagogo: (But I'm not sentimental)

[personal profile] hoboagogo 2019-10-20 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
[He, too, isn't really expecting to have caught her-- but still moves his hands to her shoulders as she stumbles back, making sure that she doesn't slide to the floor, or take another step back to catch herself and possibly gash her foot on something sharp. During that short moment of recovery, he glances down to catch that angled look up, expression softening for a moment.]

Surprised you. [Just like her challenge at the party, daring him to try. Sure, it wasn't intentional. But it's better than stammering through another weirdly awkward moment as she moves back to regain her balance and retreats from the room.

He looks confused, though, as she starts taking off the coat and handing it, brows creasing in clear puzzlement.]


What?

[A pause, a short anime 'tch' noise, and he shakes his head.]

No. I don't want you slicing your feet up on whatever shit's laying around in there.
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